Meeting the Family
We finished the bottle of Bombay Sapphire while looking in the rearview at a St. louis skyline fading, until it soaked into the ground.
It’s not as romantic as it sounds. My re-lit cigarette burns between my fingers as I try to run over the memories I wish I could forget.
Nobody wants to believe that some people were born with malevolence in their blood.
Even when I hear the slam of a red hand in a door or see the stain myself, I justify, I play advocate and can never have enough proof.
To me it’s all duplicity and mastery.
“Meeting the family”– by Kelley Stephens
With the pain at it’s worst, I pass out.
Falling into your words was ungraceful.
I haven’t felt like a real person in weeks.
Anymore reality has no real meaning.
-Kelley Stephens
Imagined
I never knew you to be kind or what my name sounds like drenched in your pride.
I don’t know you to be gentle in your conversation and I’m starting to forget what your eyes look like in the morning.
You put me on a plane, handed me a one way ticket and my in flight refreshment was the hope that I can still taste, although now bitter and rotten. It’s amazing to me how one man can be so many things but never what you imagined.
-imagined by Kelley Stephens
Blue (a haiku)
Faith
A hopelessness hangs
The moon, lonely for the sun
Priorities lost
Faith (a haiku) by Kelley Stephens
Talk To You Soon
There will come a time I will ask you if I smell like death.
My life might have started to resemble ripped stitches.
Sometimes the world slaps me so hard it feels like I’ve been cut.
This is the reason I wear makeup so thick.
I vomit while laying on my back, the flies lay eggs in my mouth.
Maybe I will choke or my questioning of death will come out as a gurgle.
Suppose that’s the only way I can get you to answer.
-Talk To You Soon
by Kelley Stephens